January 19, 2010

Love Can be So BorrinG

limited to words and feelings and certainly over time we've felt the feeling that everyone love. Love is nothing new or familiar, or maybe even we often hear, but sudahkah we try to understand rather than understand or even Sekedarnya we ignore them because too often, are not important and only theory. All depends on the individual thinking how to respond, apply and interpret the her life.

Love is a feeling that Alloh gift given to humans to understand each other, understand and want to share. Alloh give us good look, hear, feel and features. The eyes are like windows through the eyes of our hearts can meraskan thing was happening to someone, we can hear the humming sound and syahdunya permission Alloh we can have it. But sometimes what we have not, as expected, as well as the love is not always as beautiful as we imagine. From that's how we choose what we dream of love? Of course, we leave it all to the power, all with sincerity Live and what it is.



Early blossoming feelings ...
When scrolling is so fast with the wind blowing breeze seemed to brush strands of her hair. Adit running merrily greeted with days filled with the mystery of feeling in his heart. With sturdy steps he greeted his friends, good morning dear friends.! Ha ... ha .. ha .. while his friends laugh with a look of ridicule their habit. Gimana friend not look convincing, adit tried to show in kedewasaanya look. What self-assured confident maluin yes .. ha .. ha ... ha saut friend. Well you guys keep ngledek dong nih temen advocates who want to look better, we support is ok but wait yah kok ga usually appear neat gini you must have something. Well sure enough there was someone who made adit could not turn his eyes every time she met. Cewe was named goddess isnari one class a friend in the course, but more fun adit called .. iis. This was a few days notice adit iis since they met accidentally during class activities. Soon after iis adit walked to class with her charm was staring eyes do not get out until iis to class, friends began temnnya suspicious. Woi what you kok dit ngliatin goddess greeting friends adit to iis. Ah gapapa kok, ne aja admit you love ya ya kok enggak but she's pretty .. iis hah who began hanyo iis-ga for the story .. well nobody kok. Adit quiet little friends do not understand that iis is actually a goddess.

When the day was the course material will soon begin, with a hurried adit and his friends go to class, but the lyrics look different adit continued to gaze into iis. Soon came the course instructor, with the wisdom to enjoy the material adit and stared into her face elokan hero. After several hours of study time today was over, not long after my friends adit home adit hurried over to iis. Iis ya hay ... .. seneng banget dit you call me temen iis not the other rich, well let simpel aja eh ... iis goddess. With a smile at who the hell iis dit iis, iis tuh pendiem, ngertiin really beautiful and I was wrong would reply in iis nasehatin hmm .. well you were. Ah bias dit I wrote you biasa aja kok enggak special you make me, well kept seduce yah. There is what I'm going home dit ya, well I happen to anther hmm .. gimana yah yah nih aku dah ma boyfriend promise me?! Adit only terlamun mentatap iis, Door .. hey! he .. he ... I'm kidding kok, kok should all go home alone I just happen to ya. Adit surprised almost waiting in vain, to drive away the spirit of adit iis home.
While on the road to adit started talking about the confusion but suddenly there was the idea that computer programming courses they take iis road adit search software books. Iis adit began to ask, yes dit what? Tomorrow Saturday the event you have not, reply enggak dit-nyante Saturday I wrote home while nyante read-read aja. Now we are looking for chance tuh .. yuk book gimana yah but I do not promise me dit ya yah permission first. Iis but iya deh yah usahain biased .. he .. he .. ya ne of you I have not asked permission I deh ya tomorrow usahain I asked permission, mas adit .. ok .. wah wah heart while floating adit pujaanya girl greeting with a call mas, adit began optimistic with expectations. Why .. oh gapapa dit iis. Not long adit arrived home iis, makasih yah dit not come? Iis first Engga tomorrow-tomorrow aja yah. Iis do not forget tomorrow, well ... yes .. wah mas adit aditku more proud of her feelings, yes I've come home first, well, yes makasih yah.
Adit street could not help but feel happy, how he heard the greeting harunya iis. Arriving home adit still kept smiling, malampun before he closed his eyes could not think of the words iis this afternoon. His heart began to hum like a poet who rained cupid with his poetic words.
This morning was different from the usual I feel the world is full of so vast and wide smile of hope adit started to move from his bed. Habits that never missed a breakfast with the family, the morning all ...! Adit said ... mother returned shortly tumben .. wah udah nih hour of neat kid, what makes it change gini akmu. Nah bu ko .. aku pengen aja better address my days. Gratitude is the kid you have so give it a good example to your brothers from the small things start to discipline, discipline of the main capital for the future you will be a challenge outside so much so you have to prepare from now son, the father responded adit. Insha Alloh adit will hold trust father and mother. Adit started thinking to myself, if I can be the example for the brothers of me? On the basis of what I changed like this? Adit began storing his smile and start breakfast.
Time has moved during adit was ready to go to the course, the way he started thinking again about the words of his father. Adit began to open his heart he was grateful to have someone who can change his life, was rounded tekatnya adit to really change that with good intentions Alloh willing, will reap goodness. Not long adit in the study until his friends had been waiting in the classroom. From the class adit idol girl was waiting at the door, early in the morning also dit iis .. .. gimana dah dit learn today we're finished module 1, oh it finished all? Dit is yes today we're the bar exam, you behold ga mikirin must learn aku.he well ... he ... well you I iis dah nih kok study, adit embarrassed smile when thinking of a night out iis, adit bit shocked his heart began knitting daydreams correct ga yah ngrasain iis also what I rasain? Dit ... dit ... hello, uh ... yes I'm sorry why gapapa iis, strange you go yuk dit dah-hour practice will begin ya.
At eleven thirty adit out of the classroom, as well as the others did not forget the idol came out. Iis Giaman can not, thank God willing, Alloh dit can, you gimana? Fair iis .. he .. hee .. ah sih lumayan kok must be donk kalo ntar ye Ngulang I live lho .. he .. he .. kidding comatose dit dit you can do, thanks iis. They start walking adit began collecting his promise, iis how could not this afternoon, yes dit can happen to ya I want to spend too well ordered anther mother wanted me. Wah wah .. emphatically adit would directly answer .. is I can. Hmm ... .. greetings adit basis iis, makasih yah dit .. yes dear .. apah? say what you dit iis .. you are wrong enggak denger, Al .. ah behold talking about ...? Gini is I say unfortunately, iis terlamun moment .. unfortunately that is what dit? Oh dear ... you shall make a curious aja nih. 've .. Udah ga uuuhhh not dipikirin ... ya udah, I returned it dit not late hour later two alert lho late, ok dear iis adit muttered to himself.




Cupid's darts adit ...
The clock has been pointed at two adit was ready to pick up iis, thirty minutes later came home adit iis, iis .. hey hello from the door directly dit ready Yuk, I say goodbye before yah. Reverie adit began pictured on the motorcycle pounding heart that her tremor adds, adit think there should be a good time today I also have to express my feelings. Dit iis .. yes you kok diem aja, iya nih .. he iis grogi.he biasa aja lah .. we're temen dit iis replied, yes .. yes it dit iis. Began to doubt any thought in mind adit may well iis ga I want to accept, but anyway I have to say later. Iis first where ya going? Shopping aja dulu ya later dit deh belanjaanya in titipin nyari because his book dit long.
While shopping with adit think the way how to communicate her feelings. Dit ..., yes is've yuk nih dah all we live for the book wrote. Aja adit still dreaming of how ... how and how? Ngungkapin way to iis. Do not stare dong is dit help create material for book exam tomorrow, oh yes .. there iis next tuh where software books. They talked a long while looking for a book, do not feel the evening was approaching. Dit dah nih afternoon dah dapet home Yuk's book, iya nih dah iis too well this afternoon. Adit heart started pounding the narrower time for talking to iis. But ... why dit iis? Here's easy to eat first malem yuk all I ngom pengen nih. Mmm ... can dit kemaleman well but do not upset my mother would wait nih dah, indeed what's going ngom dit ..? There dehh ...!! starting adit nih guessing well. Anyway there is iis, ya udah yuk cepet dit dah ya want to sunset but also pray before ya dit, yes iis.
There comes a moment of thrilling, fried rice dit aja yuk? Can iis. Arriving in the dining adit began to say to iis. Iis may akn I say? Boleh aja dit ya want to say anything really serious. Bener banget yah this iis really serious for me, I hope you are too serious to respond .. well. adit adit-biasa aja gitu is not nervous, dah cepet say. Mmm ... mmm .. gimana yah? Ye dah dit was just nervous now ammm ... ammm aja, yah iis minute. Adit realized she made talking difficult idea appears diambillah white paper. Iis .. yes dit. You see this hell? Dit blank paper, behind it? Dit was also empty. Well bener is just like my heart, my heart long been felt empty without someone to fill my days, like a blank white paper with no lines. Did you want to carve meaning iis in my heart, you mean dit? Iis started confused with the assumption adit. Maybe you never know what happened two years ago, I had a beautiful face and the innocent girl she menundukan face. I never knew who he was even his name I never heard, but he could break down the rigidity of this heart. I want to have it make sense in my life but I was never able to how and what should I tell him.
All store neatly on to my now two years later he had been near me and have known him akupun "isnari goddess' name that I always wanted to know. Iis will you be my choice to fill my heart with sincerity and keluguanmu, would you be my girlfriend iis? Iis stopped and thought about what adit, dit is it true that you say that? Speech is a way to step iis you know, that's the fact that I feel for this until I can say like what you hear. But dit, what you believe and are able to live whatever will come next? Give me hope iis let me try to get through what has happened and what will happen next, I promise iis. Well dit but I have hope do not give me a promise that says because you just might be the promise we'll never deny know what will happen dit, but expectations can change what has happened and confirmed that promise. Then how do you answer iis? Yes dit I want, I'm glad to be your choice and I want to go through everything with you dit. Adit was stunned to hear the words of one iis joy over his heart. True iis? iya mas adit iis makasih ya .. I really seneng long I waited and now I can feel what is to be hoped. Yes ... yes .. udah dit so thankful to god we can meet again, yes I am thankful iis hopefully I can keep this opportunity. Fine dining yuk dit dah malem nih dah waiting at home mom. Yeah sorry iis so forgetfulness Look, I kept eating yuk anther you home.
Iis Seusainya adit drive home and at eight-thirty that night came home iis adit. Dit, makasih yah .. same iis I really mala seneng mini, yes I also seneng dit. I go first ya dit dah ga enak nih malem, yes I came home iis well, be careful on the road dit yah sampe rest house. Yes dear .. hee hee ... you start deh ne adit but I also seneng gapapa kok. Hmmm ... you say the same in the call aja pengen not you darling! Yeee ... you there dah dah nih nih malem, yeah well go home first .. yes dit carefully.

Travel Love ...
Berparas night with moonlight hue describe their happiness, with what had happened. Until the next day to determine the pace of their return.
I awoke from my heart that had long fallen asleep, I smiled in a long time now tatapnya been pensive in front of me, allow me to enjoy the gifts God gave you that only you understand what's ter'takdir us and only I beg you give instructions heart This sincerity and honesty to love without compromising my love for you.
As usual adit had to go to a place of learning today is a close examination of the second module. Arriving adit greet his friends who learn cool in front of the classroom, in the morning all the ... uh .. rather siangan tumben adit was late waking iya, nih giamana exam? My exam is in kerjain during sleep yes .. haa ... haaa ... laughter friends adit. Damn ..., you are unlucky tuh dit dah tau test still talking .. ha .. haa ... and from remote iis come tetep with a friendly smile. Morning all ... .. the goddess of morning greetings friend adit adit only addressing the call iis, iis morning .. kok wah wah ... you familiar rich iis nih hayo aja admit while I am now seeing you well? Saut friends and adit adit terbengong only temporary iis just blushed and went inside the classroom. Aja admit dit?? Saut friend again ... ok deh yes indeed my goddess dating ma nah tuh iis goddess who two years ago I went ngliat he ate your time. Oh .. oh .. anyway welcome iis adit friends.
Shortly after the test adit iis over, hey hey dit ... .. yes iis dah dit eat yet? I dah breakfast at home, I want ga temenin eat? Can I also thirsty nih. While eating they were chatting but suddenly pensive and adit iis began to wonder iis seems to say something. Iis you why the sudden diem so? Dit probably not well we can continue like this? Iis why you have a problem or am I wrong to talk? Dit Nah I'm fine aja kok, lalau why do you say so? Nah dit, udah ga dipikirin not. Do not be so dong ga iis so good I feel ya spertinya you sembunyiin something. Nah udahlah dit. Iis smile to hide his nervousness to the adit.
Dit, dah yah ga lid kerasa module that we live out material dapet deh skills and completion of here. It's only been done dit basis from here you want to work or college ya? I'm still in college iis kalo pengen you gimana? Ga dit I know, you know why? Well confused aja pengen kakak'ku I stayed in place and the reply I want to go to college should also be there. Mang you where iis brother? There deket ko dit, iis forced to lie to the adit that iis brother actually far from their city, iis not want to burden the adit for their exams soon end and adit to college. Oh .. so keep you going there iis, probably yes dit. Do not forget it I'm so iis how well you'll let me know sapa tau can be together again .. .. hee hee. iis smiled wistfully saw the face of the man who made him feel happy living her life.
The time was so quick they continue to share with each other, members and maintain until the time when that seemed wistful to pass. Also have passed the exam and have completed their study time together. Dit, ga yah udah tersa graduation. Yes iis cepet really well, dit .. yes. I want to say something ya, may iis. The other day I'd say dit dah ma ye that I should stay in place kakaku, yes you be there iis? So dit two weeks I go, well I can dong anther? Ga dit not far. Why you said deket, my dit engga kakaku're lying places far away and far from where we bersmaa. far really iis?, continued iis what about us? Two of the three years I just got home but I promise ga dit might be more, iis eyes filled with tears at adit and grain were tears rolling down her cheeks iis. You still want it iis continue what we have cultivated despite great distances, yes dit. Iis nodded his head with tears. Adit was started moaning for what will happen next and continue to convince iis adit. Iis, see me face to my iis dripping tears but my heart is not what your soul continue to embrace something so valuable that I've ever had, lift your finger iis Bersamam I want to keep whatever you happen despite the distance we will loosen but do not look for love iis to you, my love Hold iis there later. do not let the space and time allow it to remember me iis. dit yes I will continue to try to love you from afar and feel in the heart of the most closely as the current times we live together. Iis ... Look at the day would be more beautiful tomorrow together we will be more beautiful what we have if we are able to live through this all, my hope and expectation bentangkanlah in one line mutual trust and understanding. Make the load as a test and make an appointment as a mandate of this mortal life and never regret because of the way of life we can never determine.

Love is a peninsula of hope, the fields to share ...
For the spring season and pledge to promise ...
Say for ikhlasmu, feel with tulusmu ...
And thanks for your destiny ...

Two weeks had already arrived, it's time to leave town iis beloved and lover. Dit .. well cautiously guard yourself in your future move here, Reach for what you want. Iis yes, you keep yourself well, too well remember what you can remember and let what was never able to and beyond batasmu, iis I love you remember me well .. yes dit I love you, I will miss you dit . I also iis, do not you've dit Squirt your tears! Iis Biralah this tears welled in my heart drizzle.



Physical distance and doubts ...
Not easy to accept the situation but even tougher to avoid the situation, that it felt adit. the days continue to be lived one month was the distance separating the iis and adit. now adit has continued his education at the universities, the first month they were still well in touch and continue to share even though the distance is stretched. But never thought two months later the storm began to line up to shake their relationship.
An exhausting afternoon for adit finished college he intended to contact the iis, lying adit unwind iis call, but not appointed by iis as twilight grew darker in the afternoon decided to adit sms iis just to respond if it is not busy later. After adit leisurely dinner while listening to music hoping iis smsnya return. Nine-night hours began to get nervous adit sms not go on back to my eyes closed iis still waiting adit. As adit adit opened his eyes, smiling at the screen listed sms hp iis but after reading terdim adit sms content from iis. Dit, what you feel bored ga sms every time I go on? Sorry I dit ga new lift bales telephone and sms you, I ga make absolute sms talking and writing. What should we make batesin time sms'san and telephone?
How the hell you say so? Did you know each other ga pengen our news, why the hell should ga absolute iis? whatever happened to the adit returned iis no longer felt like old times. 'Dit ya udah lah, it's up to you good gimana? The storm struck the argument until adit make a decision, 'let us restrict iis just a couple of times I mingga well sms and telephone. Yes've dit, makasih yah yah I had a break ... yes the same iis.
Adit running hard for his decision because of his love he did not want to lose the news iis even an instant. Am I wrong trying to maintain relationships and communication with him? Am I too much love? Aditpun thought to myself, trying to understand the purpose of iis.
"The heart can not reflect on the glass, hearts and words reflect on the best actions possible Live with it is, though not shake hands and come face to face not only through careful I hope".
That continues lived until a few months later they returned to normal there was no limit to communicate. Until the day suatau tempest upon their return, the rain which flushed the city continued to explore her dream diamana adit atmosphere seemed to accompany what is the natural adit.
Iis Tanya .. I can not? Can dit, why do you iis two months after there you changed a little more diemnya you? I dit ga tau males talking. Did I bother you iis? you talk kok gitu sih dit! I like the way you ga. Then how I should behave to you iis? in what manner I should love you? Once you ever say, 'give me hope that just do not promise you express' where hope was now? ya udah lah dit, yes I've used cape!. Lho kok gitu iis you? why the hell give me your explanations? Dit is good, let alone used aja yah it took me dit, dit wrote one month? How the hell iis so, why every time we avoid the problem continues though I do not want to iis. is dit ya udah aja up to you! Udah dulu ya pengen dit me a break .. ya udah well iis well there.
After all this time they berpilah select the time to communicate, eventually a tough decision they had to accept. When - when that did not imagine so quickly happens.
Adit college vacation time to go home, the city has much to teach about life. Dusk is not so bright adit leads to take a decision, iis so do something to the talk but when judging adit to say first. Afternoon phoning adit iis, iis met you again this afternoon, where? I'm back home dit, anyone want me omongin iis? I'm old enough lamunkan iis what what happened to so severe that we have been coaching together, what these signals iis? I did not know dit, you should just think of those times you learn dit. Iis you mean? well there is no best way at this condition dit, we just understand each other enough and wants to understand what purpose each of us. I know you mean iis, maybe we should end once all iis. akupun not want to impede freedom iis, to enjoy what makes you happy if what's hadirku without bahagiamu. I'll keep mengharapmu iis, take half a sense of my heart and let the other half to remember you.
Forgive me dit and forgive what happened to you because of me. Anyway tertakdir iis all have and should have happened to me with the involvement of life. Dit Thanks to all of you will always be there as the nearest person ever in my heart, keep yourselves well dit yes yes I've always had to get ready for work. Yes iis kerelaanmu thanks also for sharing with me.
Rain accompanied the end of their story of what measure will never happen and never measure now must end.

The days are so hard to be served by adit mind can not forget the loss of someone in her life she had always anticipated in every day-day. Between vacation adit could not resist the pain he was always silent and lose the smile that once was beautiful accompany her days.
Yes Alloh I just lean on you akupun not able to bring hope as what you have bestowed on me, I can only beg and try to live what should happen to me give me a clue ya Alloh with what has happened and what will happen later. This street used to be a step in the strains of happy, sad and weight of a choice but I still live with him. Now been engraved in the memories of this where the beginning of my journey with him.
A few weeks later to re-live adit period of learning he had to resume the college after a few weeks of vacation. Nothing changed with the atmosphere there is only one feeling lost, feeling that used to be busting berbagiku fatigue and place.
Four months after losing iis adit, they still keep in touch as friends but still love adit iis. Although iis different attitude remains adit holding her love in the hearts adit even surprised with the changes that occur in iis. iis had seemed happy with life there.

With heavy adit should try to forget iis and someone else comes in the life adit. Adit home that afternoon after school while the rest is the message he received, "what are you doing this afternoon adit ma not remember me? Adit amazed for a moment he did not know the sender that the message was trying to find adit denagn know that mengubungi no. Who are yah? Period forget dit? Who yah aku ga tau nih? I ani dit, erna setiani, coba deh-inget inget. Adit silent and trying to remember and eventually And he will remember something. Ooh yah iya ani, who had acquaintances in the city's bus kalo ga salah is still an area we are not home? Hee .. heee .. pinter banget dit iya bener, kok masih inget ma hayo dipikirin I keep well? You can aja .. it's you that I had ingetin, how's you? Both dit, you giaman? more college aja yah? I'm also good's, an anymore dikost enggak aja. I mean you again out nglanjutin college courses, you still giama dit? .. Hee hee ... yes's, where are you now? I was in Jakarta dit, again working with college aja. Kalo ga an old one you missed angkot crying right .. he .. hee ... Oh you dit ngledek I'm afraid to go home ga tau ...! Fortunately there's an I yak ... yeee g ga dit you really have you I can go home. Udah dulu ya dit you continue ngledek enggak sih.hee kok ... hee dit I want to go to college ya deh resumed tomorrow. Iya deh an it sometime in the continued well. Iya makasih yah ... daaaahh adit.
It looks different days for adit he began to joke and laugh out loud after long reflection. Ani is someone who was accidentally adit known a few years ago. At night turn the call ani adit, several times the phone rang but adit adit not know because the fun listening to music, but eventually picked up telephone ani adit. Yes an ... hey really long time again ngangkatnya ma sapa hayo? Ah I've been enggak kok ga denger hp'ku because again listened to the sound of music. Ohh .. eh iya keren dit not bother me one phone call angry ntar lho ..? ah ye enggak an kok ga ga disturb anyone's angry, ntar alert you once you know angry cowo lagi.hee .. hee .. enggak yeeh that I have cowo kok ga where there is a brave cowo marahin aku.hee ... well you well so fierce on fear of all?? Enak aja who is fierce, there ntar ga ma I want .. You go ga dit tomorrow's holiday what where ngapel kek gitu? Nah ah want an diapelin said? Well seller of the food or seller catfish fried rice .. so .. hee hee .. you damn well the gentian ngledek nih? Sory .. hee hee dit's always been a problem you really like right food! Er dit ga mang you have a boyfriend too late really think so? There's been an? Lho kok dah ever did what? Yes new four months ago we broke up. Ehh .. I'm sory ga dit ngingetin you know so well .. ga what's, indeed still kok.hee inget .. hee. Duhh .. duh nih yee ngarep respectively ... well so is about the. Hmm gini sih nih ye wondering like so he decided yes. Er dit next month I want to go home lho ga I temenin you walk, you will not go well? Yes coba deh kalo's see tomorrow I can go home kok, kalo aja let you go home .. adit ok deh yah tomorrow I touch. dit dah dulu yah want to place temen nih, there you are doing so too late let ga. Iya deh yah an .. thanks yes dit together.

Adit and even closer to the ani, adit began to like the way you talk ani recently when they know but they have long looked familiar. However adit iis still expects to be re-live what has been cracked and put them together again.
Never had the thought ani hide things hidden for so long, since the first meeting turned out to have liked ma ani adit. Ani did not know how to adit know her feelings, afraid And he has owned one adit and return ani is one goal that turned out to adit ani tau feelings will try to reveal the adit.
One month that seemed so long for ani and was quick to adit. End pecans month trying to contact adit ani, dit afternoon doing? More in the boarding ya I'm going back home holiday weekend accident. Wah nih think happened Saturday afternoon at home I dit dah, dit you want to play it not? How ya's, what you ga tired? Nah dit had a morning recess play yah dit? Iya deh's, tomorrow I'm playing deh malem your house. Makasih ya udah dit ye careful in the way I also want to get ready for ya later this afternoon I came home. iya deh an ye also careful well, ok dit.

After a few months or years, nearly one ani finally able to meet with adit, ani did not understand since first meeting since the adit and harbored hopes itupula ani. But ani also harbored doubts whether to accept their feelings adit ani reasonable doubt because after a long acquaintance and the adit has never contacted ani. Annie remained determined this vacation he had to speak to the adit.
Adit Saturday afternoon to keep her promise to see ani ani's house not too far from the adit approximately 20 minutes adit ani sampe place. Momentarily stopped adit contact ani, an afternoon ... ak dah front of the house you can enter gak nih? Udah nyampe dit! Kok ga way ... it's always easy to talk yesterday so directly aja ketempatmu.he ... he ... Hmm ... bottom adit, ya dah moment that I wait outside. Soon the door opened ani, ani adit surprised to see he finally actually see the face of adit returned with a little ashamed ani said adit. Hey ... sorry yah dit wait .. yes gapapa's, the old clay ga ye well now changed? Enggak dit Ah .. biasa aja kok still used to be rich? Nah's, from the way you say now you think dah ga longer maudlin tears on the roadside rich dulu.he ... heee ... Hmm ... keep dancer wrote ampe satisfied, who is also a tough new sissy I was crying right .. hehehe .. aja yuk signed in dalem ngobrolnya dit aja. With slow steps into home adit ani. sit dit ani said. Yeah thanks, want to drink dit?

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My First Love

Someone called me when I first arrived at the school gates. "Nay ..." shouted Nisa, I looked back. I then approached him, Nisa Arriving in front of me to the rear of the school I was really surprised. He mengodok red skirt pocket and pulled out a folded paper in a little, he gave it to me, I then opened it.

"Nay ... I'm in love with you, you want to be a girlfriend I? ... "That's written in my letter read. I originally did not think it is the first guy I like now to say that the first thing I'm waiting, but unfortunately I feel it is blank, no nothing for a long time the mass also has deleted this feeling. I roll up roll up the letter and threw it, a moment later I get back. It was what I felt was not karuan, all mixed into one. I was nervous when the bell rang to go to class because it was my class Raga, I'm nervous, you know a child ...
The letter was given Raga December 22, 2004 I was 11 years old at the time. I want to laugh if you must look backward problem prihal my crush think that four years ago.
"Udah is Nay ... do not be nervous, so ... "whispered Nisa, I walked into class and sat next to Nisa, my face flushed lips trembling, talking very stiff. Raga is also seen that, he looked embarrassed when I was in front of him. I tried to bury the feeling that I look gugupku little girl who used to hear the love, huh ... when it said the new first love I heard.
"Why he was always well away when I was in front of him?"


"Probably because she was embarrassed, Nay ... "He replied with a quick
"Ashamed why? ... "I'm still curious really
"Afraid of the decline may be ... !! oh yah, btw, he's gonna accept you? "
"Yah ... not lah ... !! I was a kid ... "
"Love it Nay ... He was've pious, good, innocent, good-looking again. Not that that's what you harepin before? "
"Yeah hell .... but ... not ah, anyways I'm just not too familiar Sim. Going borring if we invented "
"Pedekate dong ... a mass approach to the relationship so fine aja ... "
"Ah, the old self-loh ... there own emangnya've got a boyfriend? "I'm away from Nisa, our fear of Raga pembicaraann lengthwise.

On one day, the attitude to me to be outrageous Sim. Little by little he began to dare to hold my hand, I became less comfortable with his behavior. At that time Aina and Dira forced to go to class because in a Raga is waiting for my answer. I was really shocked when I saw in the classroom only Aina, Dira, and Raga. I became afraid ... in me in force to talk privately with Raga, Raga holding hands with my hands tightly to his arm too hard reddened. At that time I was very annoyed at all my friends who were involved in the incident, I finally ran away from school.
Finally, the afternoon I played to the house with my sister Ani - Ayu - carrying a letter of denial of love for Raga. Because I'm still pissed at Nisa I finally told Annie to go to the home Nisa, Nisa's house not far from home Ani. A few moments later Nisa came up to me.
"Nay, I'm sorry yah ... I did not mean to ... "
"Ah ... I hate you ... aja pantes you told me the class was there Raga "I interrupted Nisa
"Yah ... Nay ... I maafin yah ... I promise it'll never again ulangin "
"Okay I maafin, but there is one condition, this love letter to the Raga now because if the delay tomorrow he'll nyosorin me again ..."
"Yes, I'll love ..." I then came home as well as Nisa

"Ga ... !! "Shouted Nisa
"What is it?"
"Nih letter from Naya ..." Sports is very excited to accept
"In decline? ... yah ... deh failed my first love ... This all your fault loh, if aja loh afternoon did not compel him to go to class he would refuse I is not gonna ... "
"PD gede loh ... !! anyways who ordered holding hands, ganjen sih loh ... !! "
"Duh, gimana dong my history now ... my heart broken ... "
'Tuh eat broken heart ... "and then go home Nisa

Raga looked sad when he received a letter from me, he said, "if love at first rejected, sounded even more difficult in the forgotten" were the words that have a point, it's true ... now has four years still the intricacies of the story my love is still remembered correctly.
* * *
A few months later I graduated from elementary school to junior high I went Harafan The Jakarta was the Sim into the same school, I was happy happy mad ... !! When in one of my friends asked about her feelings with me, turns out he was still meyukaiku, Alhamdulillah ... ! Passed the orientation we began to learn, know it's going to shoot someone Raga him his name Nola beautiful, white skin and a standard basic ah deh ... Goods worth it if liked it. Besides her beauty she was also smart charming guy. I was losing him but I began to realize that Sports Direct will not like Nola because his heart was still staring at me.
I hated to Sim when he knew he liked more Hesa. Hesa .... beautiful child, too, beauty beat Nola and I, white skin but childish, talkative ... !

When the Sim sitting with Nola and Hesa, Raga in ordered to write the word I love you in his hand. And do not know why Hesa call out my name "Naya ... Raga write I love you for you ... "he shouted as he showed me the left hand Raga. I just smiled just to hear it, it was small Raga mengutik heart smart.
Hesa over who was sitting in the front with her. "Nay, Raga write I love you Naya ... in his left hand "Hesa pieces, I still express a smile, looking a little bit Raga embarrassed. Our recess - I and Sports - sitting in front of the class, Raga in front of me. I'm curious to see it but the handwriting was already there, remove them with a Sim turns out saliva when I started out.
"Apparently though've shot someone else, the name I was always in her heart, thank God ..." I whispered to myself. I never stopped thinking about Raga, bayangnya as always in my brain.
* * *
Wednesday night, Sim came to my house wearing a red shirt made from t-shirts. She told him, then I went over and sat beside him. He said there are things she wanted to talk, he was to my house with Galuh, familiar friend.
"Nay ... Raga said you would not be his girlfriend? "
"Um ... gimana yah ... duh ... gimana yah .... !! "I was nervous, very nervous
"She said as she loves you ... he asked the answer right now "
"Kok impression that talking instead Galuh well ..." I whispered when down
"Naya ..." pieces Galuh waving his hand to the front
"Um ... gini ... soon a final exam, I ... I ... still do not want to Ga ... you understand the words I'm a very different ...???" logatku
"In decline again Ga ..." whispered Galuh
"Back whom ...!!" Yuk Sim who terliat disappointed
"Ga ... I maafin yah ... "Said I said before Raga home
The word love is the second time, and it was also the second time I refused his love, actually I love him even so but because I was still very little would I decide to not first date. I feel sorry for the disappointment felt Raga. I understand how he feels after the rejected twice, shame it was not growing but the rate to shoot again kegengsian growing. Excuse me Raga ...
Since I reject the second Raga, the attitude of Goods to be weird at me again, who was already familiar now actually looked embarrassed, I did too. Finally I decided to take Sports talk privately, so this issue quickly completed, and the awkwardness Raga for my friends again be lost.
In front of the wide-open window I'm talking both with Raga, Raga looked embarrassed, as if silence bicaraannya empty. Because I am a person who I finally took the courage to say hello first. I was nervous when Sim began there in front of me, my lips trembling must either words what I started.
"How's she doing? ... "I say
"Good" short answer is added to my shame
"You still mad at me?"
"Not" he repeated again I can only sigh deeply held emotions to get out
"Tuh kan ... you are still angry ... !! ayo lah friend ... ! not because the rejected love you so changed ... !! we're still friends "
"Fair well ... I was ashamed at you for two times I've nyakitin you but for the sake of our friendship I finally developed tetep beraniin myself to talk to you. Ga ... I haraf we like it used to be well ... "I continued
"Okay ... !! we temen ... "utasnya, I was relieved ...

Since that day we became more common as before, feeling awkward we were still thick, but we rinse it all with our jokes with each other. I'm happy finally my first love like they used to be, oops ... !! I still love him (since then) still want to always be on notice.
Over time, several months later finally feeling the love was gone, it was able to remove the time sense in the liver. 2 junior high classes again I found a new love, who to this day I still feel. First Love season 2 was not as beautiful as the season 1 because of the love that is different from other love.

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One Last BreatH

When No Longer Breathing. Actually this is not a love story or a short story, but I just wanted to share it. Many people who membagakan what he already had and many people are arrogant and forget when he already has what he wants. He also thinks that he is the luckiest man in the world. Quite often they underestimate the people under their conditions.

With their bold Smug said "Why would friends with people like that!". And they acted with a laugh "hahahah, ga there are advantages to help him!".

Such people are very much in this small world. It could be your own person, me, or even the people we once knew. We must know that we are only deposit in the world, we will be back to face him.

We should be ashamed, ashamed!. What we pride if you'll die just take a white cloth and accompanied by impurities in the ground. What are we proud when we stand on this earth is only temporary?.

I often meet people who dare to show that the property is everything!, He said "ah man can now be paid for with money". I was silent, and silent. Although sometimes trampled dignity, but wait and be patient. Because only the omniscient GOD, what will happen tomorrow, next month or next year.

There is little experience, these people are very wealthy people who used to be. However, people often think that asking for help is a scum!. You know how it is now?, He was lying ill in a foam mattress that had blackened!. Almost all the wealth he had gone for medical costs, regret it came too late. There's no use crying what has happened is not it?.

For that to my friends all, I suggest if you were on the look down. But if you're currently under, then impikanlah and determine to be above. Life and the world is spinning !!!,,, Nothing we want but happy and calm When No Longer Breathing!.

Good motivation and these simple tips useful,,, greetings.

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D' True Love..

I should not have this feeling. I'm afraid that one day, I lost someone who I was looking for this. Dated October 22, someone who I thought did not express his feelings to me. He is a friend I was alone, even he also a friend of the former I had just broken up a week ago.

I do not think, she said that she loves just me. I'm confused, what should I say. And I was asked "Since when do you like me?". He replied, "When the four of us went to Pasuruan. At that moment, I started marasakan love with you. But I do not dare make ngungkapin all, because at that time we already have. And now you have no one to have. I dare ungkapin create this feeling. "
I said, "But you are a friend of the ex-I". He said, "I know, but the former you already have someone in his heart". I was surprised to hear perkatanya. I did not expect, so fast I forget my ex. "What's your answer?", He said. "To be honest I also care about you. For some reason that feeling suddenly appeared, when you express your feelings. I know, this should not happen. But we'll try to make all ngejalani ni". With heart flowery, "Thank's Beib ..". It called him to call me.
Left continues to spin. Trials that we've been through so much. Until one day, there is someone who slandered him until a parent I do not like him. Finally he decided to do with me. He did not want to, I do not obey the words of my parents.
And even now, he is someone who is for me. Although only 1 week we've been through the days of beautiful. But it was the most beautiful gift for me. I'm not going to be able ngelupain him until whenever. I know, this is strange, but when I'm close to you, I feel really comfortable. I'm sure, even though we are far away you would have made nemenin and jagain me.


Category writing: Short Story
Message text: Keep your true love. Do not let him go away from you.
And make "him", I always love eating you ever would I ga ngelupain's the most beautiful memories.
Writer: ----
Name: Widya Ari Kurniawati
Email: arye_pranata@yahoo.com
Shelter: Enchantment Sekar Gading block Sekardangan W-19-Sidoarjo
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MY MiracLe

A gift of love stories is a love story that I really experienced. Yesterday I had time to write about a hope. Writing a prayer of hope is that I begged to GOD Almighty for the smoothness of the birth of my wife. Well today I will share my experiences with you all about what I've experienced, where what I've experienced it outside of reason or mind as human beings. But this story is not a ghost story or horror stories lho ... hehehe ... OK yuk refer yes love story about a gift.

Thursday exact day, my wife had a little accident of amniotic fluid out of my wife's pregnancy. This of course made me panic, I immediately took my wife to a hospital in bandung.

Arriving at the hospital told me immediately to the doctor about what happened to my wife. Then the doctor gave direction to my wife in hospitalization. I blurted and receive referrals from the doctor.

Several hours passed, but what my wife experienced was endless, the fetal amniotic fluid we continue to go out and not at all stop. I panicked, so frantic to see my wife helpless terrbaring weak, coupled with the words of one midwife who said that "in case of amniotic fluid continues out like this, very dangerous for the future baby". I looked at my wife who kept encouraging me (even my panic ... hehehe ... my wife is not pregnant). Feel like crying ... I'm not whining but well that's what I feel seeing my wife who kept rigid.


Nearly 10 hours passed, but my wife there was no change. The midwife had come back and check my wife, I was devastated to hear the word midwife told my wife after checking ... "This seems to be Mr. surgery, if not we will have a baby poisoning". Oh GOD ... this is your trial?, I thought to myself. Not that I do not want my wife's surgery, and instead of money problems. But the doctor had said to me, if my wife's back surgery during the birth process, then we should not have children anymore, because my wife had surgery 2 times a fault. At that moment I really can not help what I feel, plus see the tears slowly welled up from my wife's beautiful cheeks. I then tried to hide my sadness in front of his wife. I asked for permission for his wife to buy a coffee (my reason to calm my mind).

With thoughts and feelings that are not calm, I went out of the hospital and walked to penjajal food. My mocca cup of coffee sips to eliminate the problems I think, but still could not lose. Maybe this is the will to power, the words that kept coming from my heart.

When I finished sipping a cup of coffee, I walked out of the small shop. But when I was about to walk towards the hospital, I heard a voice calling towards me, "The deck can Tilong me". I then looked toward the voice., Was the voice is the voice of a gentlemen who wore a blue shirt. He asks for help to me, "Can I lose my money, and I want to go to Purwakarta", he said. I automated confused, what these people cheat or something?, Ah but I want to prejudice ga first. I then checked my pockets, but I do not find the money 20 thousand, there is only a thousand in my right pants pocket. I then saw the collar father who had, his eyes reddened, either sad or kecapean or others.

But still I do not want to think badly before, I then took up a 50 thousand from the left pocket of my pants and gave it to my father that how think again. The father immediately surprised and grateful to me even when I had to walk some distance.

I went back to my wife, but no progress as well. So what I thought at the time, panikdan just panicked. My wife then suggested to me to read the letter kulhu 1000 times (well much bener ...) I said to myself. But for goodness could not hurt to try. Slowly but surely I read the letter. about 2 hours ago, I completed the task tersbut. When he finished reading the letter 1000 times, I immediately begged prayers to GOD Almighty for the smooth process of this my wife gave birth, feeling sad and depressed, when it was mixed.

Daybreak, when I wrote this story has come in on Friday. I am a little surprised when my wife said that she felt a little heartburn in perutya, I then told the midwife about it. Apparently there is progress, so said the midwife. My face changed a little happier. And seen the smile on my wife's beautiful face, a sign that the spirit was so strong from dalm him. When it was 5 pm, suddenly my wife felt the heartburn was so great and he eventually brought to the room to give birth. Happy but mingled with dismay when the doctor came and told, "you do not push too hard, because you had surgery, and do not be too long, a maximum of only 15 minutes". Well, in other words, if during the 15 minutes has not come out well, then my wife would be surgery, I thought in dismay. But I continue to pray and continue to pray beside his beloved wife.

Sweat continued berkucuran from my wife's body, the face becomes anxious and rigid common outlook on my face that moment, when it was 10 minutes ago. The doctor was starting to look tired and always looked at the clock in hand, I know, and I think a little pessimistic, "ah sure it has operations". Yet somehow suddenly felt the power of what my wife, my malihat he managed to give birth of our beautiful, no words can I say, just "you're wonderful darling," I said, kissing his forehead. Something that can not be according to many people but today it happened.

When my wife had tired of a struggle and with such a beautiful smile, he said to me, "darling who was next to you?". Next to me?, I asked myself (not only because of me, no more families that accompanied the birth process). Emang why love?, I asked. Guns was next to you there are some fathers who saw the shirt and I mendo'akan. ????... Ha I'm confused so confused, I swear there ga fathers shirt next to me, I just replied with a small smile to my wife. Is this the father of a blue shirt that I gave money 50 thousand yesterday?, Ah .. the mighty power of light that can answer that. Everyone outside reasoning and my mind, all this is a gift from him the creator.
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When LovinG My friend....

I'm confused ... I'm really confused, these feelings following trus me ... what is the will to power? ... Should I love someone who does not love me? ... Why should be forced to love me ... why do I have to let go My love for her ...

I had to choose between the girl I love and a woman who forced me love ... a woman who forced me to marry her and would die if I reject this ... emang a bitter truth that I must face, and I've loved my boyfriend more than 2 years and my heart I choose to love, but I was forced by my family to marry a girl of their choice. I could refuse, but she threatened to kill himself. Once I do not care ... but he was right ... the threat he determined to cut his veins, my God .. what should I do ... my marriage with this girl lives to count the days ... the days will be filled with a lie ...


whether I should run from this reality? I asked the owner of this blog, and he asked permission from me to my memulis this story on their blogs, and I say it ... I hope there is input from those who read ...

I really love my boyfriend, with all my heart, I even once told him "no one can replace you in my heart" ... I always imagined my boyfriend's face it ... a beautiful girl who has very beautiful eyes ... unfortunately ... I feel very guilty,,, now I do not know where my girlfriend's presence, since I was honest with him that I was forced to marry a girl my parents choice ... maybe you think Siti Nurbaya time has passed ... but this what happened to me, I never thought I'd mengakiri life than I have to live in my suffering is ... maybe I was a weak man who does not have an identity ... I can not fight the decision of my parents, because I diamcam diamcam !!!... ... I wish I knew if I would live like this, I chose not ingn born into this world ...
I wish I was the only person who experienced this ... because it is very painful ...

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for you 4ever.........

According to Imam Gozali condongnya Love is like the heart of something that feels great beauty. If condongnya heart too strong and passionate to the extent that is already missed. Think it could make someone a slave to that love. That sense of love in his book Mukassaf Qolbi (Sharpness Secret Heart) which translated into Indonesian by Fatihhudin Abu Yasiin.

Trying to be loyal to someone who is not necessarily the person knows is an exhausting struggle to complete high school girl named Selavina Giza. Two years ago he had a love named David, no more that the Giza want is love but if love is not created for him what power? Mau rebellion is destiny. Giza not resigned but ... just be patient.
"I will continue to be patient waiting for him. because I'm sure God will respond to patience "he whispered
"I know David would never know the same struggle until now but not necessarily David will also positively berfikiran if he knows my struggle" her heart began to doubt, that doubt akanka can delete all the feelings that possessed for David? ....

Now the teenage girl was with another love, happiness does not he get from Andra because any intention to love nothing. The purpose of Giza receive Andra is just want to find happiness for herself, it was trying to Andra Giza happy in any way but it did not catch fire may also be because of David? ... Maybe ...
They have four-month relationship over but the heart of Giza still not open, his heart is still closed for the rest of David's only able to open the door of his heart. David ... he seemed capable of removing the prince the princess from the shackles of the world. David ... lucky you ... no man capable of making such Giza.

Dear Diary ....
Puss ... !! several times I've tried to love Andra but I can not because the image of David was embedded in the brain nerve me, David is my shadow ...
One time as well as I love David, the evidence so far that has not fetter missed, David ... I do have to admit that I was too stupid to have berharaf on something uncertain and are not sure that you ... !!


When all happy because the love of Giza will sink even the love she felt, it has long been a natural she was but a fool him, he never wanted to try harder to forget that crazy love. That he was afraid of going too small eventually. Pity ... the young girl had to accept the fact that love can only he can sense without that person back.
"Na, just yesterday I met David, he's handsome he really changed a lot this month, it was a special of David's best care he really just looks. Rarely loh guy like him "pieces of Giza" well ... mass sih ... wih ... well lucky you also go through the street yesterday that "pieces of nuna" yes .... ! Na oh yes, well when I was ... "conversation was interrupted by the advice of Giza nuna" Za, God must denger your prayers, God also must know the sacrifices you, you're living trust wrote ... ! Love You've lasted two years and I as your friends was really salute to you, you can maintain the great love you. patient wrote Za ... "Giza only a little down and shed tears" in every Bayangmu nafasku only what I know what I feel and what I wanted ... "Giza whispered to himself.

Dear Diary ...
Puss ... !! nuna kok even told me to be patient yah ...?? What I lack patience this? ... I can not survive in isolation, would not love that there is always aja ... David quickly if you know the feeling I'm sure I'm not going to like this ... David ... Only you can ngelepasin heart bars me from this ... Memo 28 April

Many of the care of Giza especially nuna he knew exactly how he feels toward David Giza, in the deep area of the heart and the memory area. Two years is not time to take a little love, at happiness is not necessarily the day it arrived.
Happy feelings he harbored in the heart so many words buried deep in the heart of Giza to David. Giza moment to think: 'Will terpendamnya feelings will end when David came to greet him and then leave again? "Giza afraid that this feeling will still exist even though David had welcomed him and went away again. Would heaven be a proof of love? ... ah, never imagining a long ... dawn was not yet released in the afternoon ...
* * *
"Za, Andra said there gih you ...!" Mona said" yes, I catch up "Giza said then he walked toward the place where there Andra. They sat together in the school garden, the first time they were silent not speak much. Andra silent as if running out of words for each of the questions must be answered seperlu Giza and sepentingnya only. Andra finally let go of Giza, Giza unsmiling walked away Andra. "What's wrong with Giza? Tumben he was silent "Andra said when he saw the Giza running loose.
Inner Giza worse off, he thought the more paralyzed. Do not know what to do anymore nuna provide guidance to Giza happy, but it was not too happy to Giza. Giza nuna once told that he would decide next month Andra since realized that Giza could not open his heart by love Andra, Andra was not a heart in select Giza.
After school in Giza declined between home by Andra, and Andra will take Giza to the usual place where they first met, but apparently there was no sense of Giza. Giza home by taxi said he was going to the lake where Giza contemplation, the lake was not far from her home every afternoon and no one knew he was always there to stop the lake to cool off and to find the atmosphere relaxed to think.
"Huh ... I was finally able to breathe fresh air ... "He said, took a deep breath. "Yes ... God ... long will my age? Please panjangkan my age so I can still feel love and give me a chance to meet with David though only for a moment, that if I was short ... "pieces of Giza, looking at the vast lake and lush vegetation.
"Long Life without David is a tough decision for me, I can not live without him, why did God really long time I ngabulin prayer, but God knows himself if all this really the same as I love David. nuna said I must be patient, but patience has limits tuh people, two years of patient but there is also no results. Massa had to wait for me until the gray, udah dong smell of the earth if so ... "Giza said dreamily. It is a foolish thought was too long, and so interpret his own life when the right to only God, humans can only dream and berakhayal high level.

Dear Diary ...
Puss ... !! stupid time I ngayal it well ... did you know there's a song that has become representative of my feelings right now / / tortured / / yes ... This love has been tortured harafanku, makes me even more hesitant ... I was really afraid of the masses ahead without David when David was all terinsprirasi, through the verses of the poem was all thanks to David David is an inspiration.

If you've myself like this, it's that feeling spreads to the brain and memory to solve all the brain. I emang udah at making the same stupid love ... !! For you Forever ... !! I was really not able to love Andra to forget ... really. I love you as sincerely heart ... David

Kak ... Cepet home ... (Wiera)
Giza then went home because his sister had just given a brief message to go home quickly. It took ten minutes to get home because the distance of the lake by her home not so far away, just walk.
"From where Za ... "Asked Mama
"The lake"
"If you want to get there permission before why the hell? ... Mama worry, if after school went straight home dong ... emangnya what's wrong in the lake? Every day there would come "
"Yah ... There is natural Ma ... "Giza said as he climbed the stairs to her room
"Liat tuh you brother ... udah gede in love to know even cool, just like his father ... "
"Right, Giza his brother Ma ... yah ... deserve aja donk ... similar ... "Wiera the following pieces up the stairs Giza
"Basic, child kok both are equally hard on the invited talk ... "

Giza lying on the sofa blue sky, located at the edge of makeup table, he accidentally saw David was driving his black Honda. This is the time to all three he met David in the year 2008 when I saw David he was just surprised that he ran to the desk.


"Huh, this mouse in the new year three times to see David?! ... oh God ... whereas the number of list I row a lot ... !! but I'm grateful tetep kok ... God had given me a chance to clay him again ... "Pieces of Giza as noted in the sheet of paper taped to the wall" duh ... David clay I just ... why I do not smile aja yah ... ih, because gerogi hell ... "Continued Giza, smiling excitedly. Mobile Giza rang, there was a message from nuna:
Know the beauty of ... Love one happiness ... Going out with you one wish ... You take my love a dream ... Could not forget you I do ...
Giza just smiled reading the text "Hehmm ... Nuna ... !! when changing dong "seeing as you accept my love" I'm not a girl at random, even dying for love tetep jaim kok ... "Pieces of Giza. After that she lay in bed she forgot her favorite sms no reply from nuna finally at night he had returned
Ugh ... thank's for all friend ... !! you're so sweet ... but I like it. It's a poetry to David, I love he ... without answer. Impossable to me to hope. David is my shadow ...

Giza then went downstairs for dinner with the family, to have used Giza nightgown sitting beside her sister. Mama, Papa and see Giza Wiera strangely. "Za, you're not polite dinner wearing a nightgown. Change always there ... "Tell Papa, Giza quietly went back upstairs to change clothes" Pa, Giza why? How tumben he did not say? "Mama asked" do not know ... but good lah ... Papa's voice hoarse let the less, if udah abis Giza marahin direct Papa voice hoarse ... he likes when the ngelawan's marahin "said Papa" kak Giza again sprue time Ma ... "Said Wiera" hus ... do not say so ... kedengeran later "a few moments later Giza comes with wearing shorts above the knee and her favorite chocolate sweeter.
After eating Giza usually straight into the room after dinner he sat, reading a book in the family room but now he went into his room. Mama Papa was strange to him he usually did not like that. Giza in the room sat silent, her head felt dizzy, he finally took the drug in the drug box to the right terrletak door.
* * *
Giza strit brown and wearing short purple shirt and Shal on pegangnya, he would go to the park for sports complex with her friends - nuna, Sania, and Oca - Giza had long stopped exercising together, and this is the first time in months April 2008. they have fun there and it was very crowded.
9 am Giza are home runs for the park complex is not so much just to live through five home. At the time of entry into the room she saw her cell phone turned out there were four posts a message containing the words romantic ...

Edwin
When the time came I learned a moon star on a cloud. I dedicate this to your lap, as I say that I miss you ... Dear ....

Edwin
Me know by heart not through the eyes, I love you through the soul not with words, bantering laugh with a sense of love rather than with the mind. Sometimes one eye to see but the heart never lies tak'an.

Edwin
Exhausting afternoon had missed the evening enjoy a deepening color reigned with closed eyes till the dawn usurp the night. Met 'morning ...

Deni
One smile represents a feeling, a sadness delete laughter, one representing one harafan prayer, one representing an sms saying:
Met 'the morning ... !!

"Basic, rag kings kere 'masses must love the words so pake cheap network. Number donk ah ... !! "Giza said after reading the brief message said. His words are interesting but not for the Giza ... he was bored in gombali people rag.
* * *
Giza afternoon sitting in the living room chair, he was listening to her favorite song, after song came one end of a song representative of the heart that had transfixed Giza surprise, he was unable to hear the songs that eventually he ran upstairs. Wiera came into the living room and turned off the television. When he came into the room Wiera Giza, Giza was seen hugging her knees on the chair sofa legs, looking down. For fear of disturbing the end Wiera Giza close the door slowly.
A few moments later, Giza out of his room with his favorite Dairy book which he named Pussh, it continued Giza closed the door. Giza stopped by the lake with a long-sleeved dress, she ran into the lake, crying.
To be honest ... since David came to the heart of Giza, Giza became strange behavior and less on understood by his friends, especially by his own family. Since Giza love David, he was often locked himself in his room, often buy books for Dairy only pour out his heart, and the most bizarre he had become used to cry without any definite cause. Family and friends worried at Giza, was afraid she why-why, his friends are also not so menau prihal inner problems because Giza Giza never talked about his heart, his family let alone ... !! Giza's most anti-child is told that, let alone talk about love with sister, Mom or Dad ...
Arriving at the lake, Giza sat on the grass was soft, she immediately opened her pink Dairy. The tears were still dripping though several times he tried to remove them. Giza increasingly crying when he started writing notes Dairynya.
Dear Diary ...
Puss ... !! teardrop why is this happening again? ... I tried to brave and patient, but I still can not, because the inner pressure to be just. God ... Am I able to live in such difficult terpa this ??...
Many times you give a trial just like this but still my answer remains David ... Any bad as him, this love will never diminish. Dav ... honestly, I can not survive without you. Why God kept testing me even though He already knows that I love you
God, please ... sending to me DO NOT LONG.

"David yelled ...." Giza, she got mad because of love. Poor, poor teenagers. A few moments later came nuna with an umbrella, the rain harder and the sky was getting tense. "Za ... "Called nuna and he went to Giza who was sitting in the soft grass there" Za ... udah ... not thought like this "as an umbrella cord Giza nuna" I can not stand rich gini Na ... "Giza not stop crying" Za ... still Andra ... he care about you as it is, stay the same kamunya he wrote love ... if you must reply to each of you will be happy "pieces while hugging Giza nuna" I can not care about Andra because I was too attached to heart David ... Na ... Only David can make me wake up from a dream ... "Continued Giza. Love is created for you forever ... David ...
Could it be the answer of all, the heart of eternal filler Davidlah Giza, only David is able to make Giza riser length. David ... quick wake Giza ... do not let him die in the swallow of love ... only you who can he loved, Giza looking tired to the death, now ... it is time for you to meet him while his breathing stopped in her lap of love.
"David is my love ..." your soul will always be there ... Giza ... !! The End ........
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