I met a lovely man that advertised for a long term relationship. I did not reply to his but vica versa. I answered his email on the 25th May 01 and after swapping stories we swapped mobile numbers and we spent one weekend sending love messages to each other, then on Monday last week he phoned me and we spoke for the first time. He told me he loved me, I was what he was looking for etc. Things became very intense, he even planted red roses in his garden, neither of us could sleep, we were emailing, texting and talking over the phone constantely.
Then we decided to meet for lunch. He met me at the railway station holding a dozen red roses in his hands. He also gave me a single white rose in a gold box - romance was in the air. On meeting we felt that we already knew each other, and although we were both nervous we enjoyed each others company. He started making plans for the future and I foolishly listened.
After such a lovely day we both went home to our own children . He has 6 of them and they all live at home. His ex-wife left to go and find herself in Africa, but that was only 2 years ago.
Two days later after very little contact I knew something was wrong, he text me to say he would email me on the Monday and I knew then that it was over before it had begun. And sure enough Monday morning the 'dear John' was waiting for me. He did not want to continue with the relationship as he was not ready and felt like he was drowning, he blamed me I did nothing he did all the chasing. I was heart broken and could not believe a human being who is suppose to be kind, caring etc. could treat me that way. I cried for three days after, I threw out the flowers he gave me, and I could not sleep. I was in shock. I could not understand why he emailed me in the first place if his intentions were not honest. So let other ladies be aware, do not be fooled by 'knights in shining armour' who fall in love with you before they meet you. The feeling I had was so bad I decided that no more did I want to know any men, but surely there are decent men out there somewhere.
November 22, 2009
my Broken heart...
The Meaning of Love
The Meaning of Love The Meaning of Love. A writer in the story of love that is sent writings Ryke entitled The Meaning of Love. I'm sure a lot of friends love story that was already understood what the meaning of love. But Coba deh Ryke read the writing of this, I think it is very heartfelt read (bener ga ya, if I'm honest iya sih hehehe). Ryke clearly tells us what love is, of course with the words very romantic and poetic. For example, "Love so graceful, he'll bring light. Love will be a flute which, when blown up to life transformed into a cool breeze will toss a dream to nirvana". Curious? ... Yuk read more.
The Meaning of Love
Love so graceful, it will be light. Love will be a flute which, when blown up to life transformed into a cool breeze will toss a dream to nirvana.
But be careful, because the nails will grabbed the sharp penghamba lust. Love will easily mencampakan evil hands that would only stain of sin.
Someone was to have been chosen to be friends but still love to see the form and appearance, then he is a liar. And proper for him to get hurt because of the dagger of love.
The soul which has been selected by the love she would not be giddy with wealth, with the position, especially by the manner and appearance. Keserba bendaan (matter) in love is not real relative, not influenced by anything. This is called \ \ \ "holy hands unseen \ \ \".
Love is the mystery of life that is difficult to be solved with logic, not be able to answer with mathematical formulas or numbers.
So do not ignore the words of love, because you will not necessarily get it. Because love is a word derived from the Lord of the Period One.
Author: Ryke Tiraningwiyas.
